Badly...

都没有眼白了，哈哈

自虐狂，

我很爱挖自己的伤口，

明明伤口愈合了，

结果还是被我一个不小心...

重新伤过～

很累，

不喜欢这种掺杂的感觉

几时开始才会爱自己再多一点？

哈哈

原来
朋友的力量真的很大，
朋友从此就会和家人同排在第一吧 :D

本来应该是有开心的新东西和大家分享的不是吗？
hmmmm～ 下一个 post 再说吧～

p/s:

晓佩，我很想念你 :)

几时再找我一对一喝茶？

(Pok Xiao Pei, you are asked to read the sentences on the above! 

use google translate! i don't care! haha)

本来今天约了人家半夜去喝茶的，
要不是那份烦人的 report.........

Take a Break :)

owh I can't fall sleep~  AGAIN

this is terrible....

nevermind, give me some times to update my blog...LOL

Idk why, 

I rather to jot down every little moments in my blog instead of start writing my internship report!

I dislike to do report...

but.... if my friends asked me help to do some homework/assignments,

I said okay pulak, and try to complete it asap~

owh this is strange~

which means I JUST DISLIKE to do my own things?

I am actually had done lotsa job tasks which given by my super...

but for now, I only manage to recall a few...ishhh!!

so when is the time for me to start writing my report???

nah~ act don't know nia la~ haha

I started to keep a good habit,

I try to spend at least one hour in everyday to do some exercise,

even that I was oh-damn-tired after finished work back to home....

sweat alot, and then go for bath...

woooow~ the feeling..... BEST-nya~ haha

was my 1st week to to start this good habit,

but too bad i didn't do it on Tuesday and Wednesday,

because I went for blood donation on Tuesday! woohoooo!

(My friends advised me to stop doing exercise for two days, 

after work, then rest at home la~)

I like to go for blood donation,

I always don't want to miss the chance to see how the nurse poke the big needle into my skin,

and i can see my blood flow very fast to the blood pack...

girls normally dare not see it during the poking time...

so i'm actually not the 100% girls...

plus a little bit abnormal :D

I managed to hit a guy's hand until blueblack....

horrrrr~~~? Mr.Hiu...

Hiu or Hui or  Hiu or Hui or Hiu or Hui... :P

back to the topic,

this is the 2nd time for blood donation,

1st time in MMU, 2nd time in NS

and this time the nurse is the pro one~

 the wound is just so tiny...(from the pictre above, is really tiny!)

I remembered last time, after donated blood, 

I got a HUGE blue black on where the nurse injected...

and it took me about one week plus to remove blue black...

and

Julia said I'm the only one from HR department went for this activities,

wow wow~ I feel kinda proud! LOL

a photo taken during blood donating, but the photo is not with me now~ so sad~

I will try to get it and insert into my report,

i think it can be one of the meaningful activities during working time~ :D

I'm so in love with reading novel lately...

my friends borrowed me their books~

and I like to read it during bus waiting time~

I wish to make some changes on my look...

I feel so sien with this old look~ haha

some of my friends suggested me to go for a hair-do/ hair-dye...

hmmmm

New hairstyle...no No NO~ waste my money and waste my time...

Hair-dye....emmmm... thinking about it...

oh ya~

and I did another funny experiment again...

a picture can explain everything...

yor~ take a look on my eyes~

*AFTER* and *BEFORE*

so big different hor~

nowadays, those contact lens are just too pro...

I wouldn't wanna start wearing it everyday...

I don't  want to over-rely on this...just like my sister...

I can only wear all these for SPECIAL occasions...LOL

I'm no beauty queen,

I'm just beautiful me! haha

Recently I'm so poor!!

I wish to settle my ATM card problem asap!

I wanna go and renew my passport!

My mom was asking me when will go SG accompany her again!

I know she must be miss me like crazy! hahahaha

same goes to me ma~ mami, I sangat rindu kat you lerrrr ♥

p/s:

Was getting more and more outdated...

Having a big gap between me and mmu life...

owh someone.... please update me more about mmu life!!!

my name...

是【声韵】的韵，不是【身孕】的孕

是【韵母】的韵，不是【孕母】的孕

好好笑！ 笑到肚子痛～ 你们太有创意了～

【押韵】的韵啦～ 没话讲了吧？ 哈哈哈哈哈

On the way

 Finally I told her that I read her blog,

Julia told me,

不管前面的路有多难走，都要笑着地去走

so i smiled with her...

She is a tough lady,

I wish I can be same optimistic like her ^^

p/s:

为了证明自己不是 lebih 的，

所以要尽量少做一些多余又浪费头脑位子的事 :D

Wind-effect! :D

小豬說每個人走路都要有風~

如果沒有風，就用人工~~

是有点白痴，可是可爱 ^^

Over-Excited

owh I can't help making myself to stay quiet,

make some noiseeeeeeeee~ HAHAHA

awaiting for this coming Sunday events!

hahahah 

p/s:

my 1st day diet pan FAILED!

once i reached office,

saw two big packages of junk food on top of my table,

I asked Julia why~ and her answer definitely the most creative one,

"Because everytime saw you searching for something to bite, 

I think your mouth must be very lonely, need some food to accompany!

bought this two for you to cure the loneliness of your mouth!"

arghhhh ok okay! the description is so wonderful !

salute! 

Awkward Moment

好尴尬，

而且我好像很伤心 + 失望，

可是，我告诉我自己，

“有什么资格呢？”

连最后一天也没有办法做到，

你还想什么啊韵姿？

不要把那些安慰的话看得太重，

真的只是安慰我好用的～

it is freaking awkward~ 

hahahahahaha

I could take it easy...babe!

so....

I'm smiling here :)

p/s:

I miss this mirror...awww :(

argghhhhhh!!!

DON'T TELL ME THAT YOU CAN'T SPOT THE DIFFERENCES!

FAT ARGHHHHH

I HATE IT !!!!

OH NO!!!! THIS IS SOOOOOOO OBVIOUS!!!

IT'S TIME TO ON DIET !!!

I HATE FOOD SO MUCH!!! HAHAHAHA

why the hell my face look so bak!!!?

my goodness

T^T

早就知道自己肥了，

早就知道一 compare 下去就不会是好事，

可是不能逃避现实，

给你们看一下 before and after 算了，

也好，减肥的动力 has activated....

谁要是再约我吃大餐，我翻脸！哈哈

 

Give in

你有胆说“对不起”，

我就有胆说“没关系”

Hope this is the last time for you to say sorry :)

好听的 3 :D

I wouldn't want to be anybody else

( Hey! ) 

You made me insecure
Told me I wasn't good enough
But who are you to judge
When you're a diamond in the rough
I'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn't want to be anybody else

Na na na na na
Na na na na na na 
I'm no beauty queen
I'm just beautiful me

La na na na na na na na na!
La na na na na na na na na!

You've got every right
To a beautiful life
( C'mon! )


Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says


It's such a funny thing
How nothing's funny when it's you
You tell 'em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth

It's like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won't let you touch the sky


La na na na na na na na na!
La na na na na na na na na!

I'm no beauty queen
I'm just beautiful me

La na na na na na na na na!
La na na na na na na na na!


You've got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon


Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful

Who says
Who says you're not star potential
Who says you're not presidential
Who says you can't be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don't pass the test
Who says you can't be the best
Who said, who said
Won't you tell me who said that
( Yeah, WHO SAID!? )

Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful

Who says?

好听的 2 :)

如果你不再出现
我的世界 还有什么可贵
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言 一点点摧毁
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现
我会不会 觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言 一点点摧毁
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都 熄灭

想念

还是读书比较好，

我开始想念 mmu life~

以为四个月很容易过，

可是动力敌不过想念

目前为止，

过了第四个礼拜，我也病了四个礼拜...

很想念

宇群，嘉惠，pokko，michelle, tze fen, 他们！

我很 rindu 你们！！！！

我想快快过完这四个月，

然后回去学校找你们！！！

不知道你们都过得还好吗？ T^T

Monday = 闷 Day

我在期待星期五的到来，快快来 T^T

好听的 :)

很想知道你近况 

我听人说 还不如你对我讲

经过那段遗憾 请你放心 我变得更加坚强
世界不管怎样荒凉 爱过你就不怕孤单

我最亲爱的 你过的怎麼样
没我的日子 你别来无恙
依然亲爱的 我没让你失望
让我亲一亲 像过去一样

我想你一定喜欢 现在的我
学会了你最爱的开朗
想起你的模样 要什麼错 还不能够被原谅
世界不管怎样荒凉 爱过你就不怕孤单

我最亲爱的 你过的怎麼样
没我的日子 你别来无恙
依然亲爱的 我没让你失望
让我亲一亲 像朋友一样

虽然离开了你的时间 一起还漫长 我们总能补偿
因为中间空白的时光 如果还能分享 也是一种浪漫
关系虽然不再一样 关心却怎能说断就断

我最亲爱的 你过的怎麼样
没我的日子 你别来无恙
依然亲爱的 我没让你失望
让我亲一亲 像亲人一样

我最亲爱的 你过的怎麼样
没我的日子 你别来无恙
依然亲爱的 我没让你失望
让我亲一亲 像过去一样

The Recent me...

About my recent life...

about my internship life....

For the beginning time,

I was like 

"What the heck, I hate to touch those new A4 papers, skin being cut by papers is terrible!"

but now, I'm actually quite enjoy it...

I like my colleagues, I'm lucky ^^

About my recent life,

about the movie i recently watched...

Super 8, owh... I have no idea...

it is so GINA-ish....!

there are lotsa unreasonable scenes...

something to pop out without any meaning...so lame....

wasted RM11... sorry to the money owner...

About my recent life, 

about my after-work life,

everyday back from NS,

I learnt to be more cherish about my time...

but I always refused to sleep earlier,

rather to spend the time on chatting...

and...
很高兴，还是有人愿意陪我聊天聊通宵的，

总有聊不完的话题，
我怎能不知足 ^^

yesterday somebody treated me sharkfin porridge ~
Yummy~ :D

went to old town and have a supper,

I saw my jimui Nicole and her lover there too, she uses that kind of eyes look at me,  

and I was like "Sei po, you don't think so much okay?" LOL

and...
21 years old....scared me enough,
my purse had burned a big hole,
I only left RM34++ for this whole month...

May God Bless meeeeeeeeee @@

p/s:

I saw something bad!

I saw my sista teng's bf supper-ing with another girl...

I had a bad feeling...(Teng did tell me about her bf  花心史 before)

oh no I feel like I should do something to punish that guy, 

but... Im not that kepo ci also la~

but i wondering,

what if, 

I go in front of you and say, 

"Hey ya, I'm your gf's friend, nice to meet you here! "

What reaction will you give?


不要认为你的女友不在身边，
所以你觉得很放心的去找别的女生 flirt...
This is not cool~
花心男 go to the hell, go to the hell~~~ LOL


要吗，你最好偷吃了后，
把嘴抹干净不要让她发现到，
最好是可以骗上一辈子，那就很好，很好 :)

Had Fun,

Yes, I LOVE MY MOM...

3 days in SG was fun...

I spent my half Saturday with my sis and baby kaize and mami,

and spent another half Saturday with only my mami!!!

We exchanged lotsa secret all along from food stall, minimarket, kids playground and the corridor...

she knows my secret, she said she willing to help me keep all my secrets, and so do i~ xD

many people told me, when we two smile/laugh,

look damn alike! hahaha

and now I agreed with you guys :D

(oh F with the extra fats on my face! LOL)

I sibeh like this lady, simply because she is so great to me,

she is my mami ^^

my 2nd sis, Chloe,

she is the most 38 girl in this family, and i'm the 2nd 38 girl~

so, she won~ xD

he is my boyfriend...oh no~~~ hahahaha

my super lenglui sis, Helice,

with her baby girl ting ting :)

Don't feel like writing more words in this post... 

Im getting lazy, lazy... lazy... :)

well....

...THE END...

HAHAHAHA