Sharing...

2011 American Idol castoff Chris Medina - 

the guy who touched everyone's hearts and possibly made us shed a little tear 

with his heartbreaking love story about his girlfriend 

who currently suffers from brain injury due to a car accident 

my friend intro me this song...

and told me the story...

what i can say...

this song touched my heart as well...

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

True love are always so hypnotizing,

I wonder how they found it,

to me,

it's like a fairy tale,

which means it will never exist in this realistic world~

LOL

Even if I had a million reasons to leave you, I would still look for one to stay. 

WOW wow!!! so touching! xD

LOL !

Today is 

F R I D A Y

Tomorrow is

S A T U R D A Y

The day after Tomorrow is

S U N D A Y

equal to

R E S T 

D A Y !!!

LOL

yea! I'm showing off here

so, MR. SAMUEL and MR. KIM WEE

reading my blog? 

go sleep lar~~ tomorrow both of you gotta work full day right?

hahahaha

Don't stalk me! 

hahaahahaha

Random post...

说好了，

要为了这份工，

培养自己早睡早起的习惯，

我只维持了那么的两天！

self slap time!

我不是不怕明天做工一直打瞌睡，没有精神，

我是真的没有睡意！

（只怪刚才小睡了2个小时，直接精神掉）

反正闲着也是闲着，来这里写一点东西...

其实到目前为止，

还是保持兴奋状态，

我还没有完全熟悉我的工作范围，

我很兴奋，同时夹着期待和担心，

我期待更多的工作，可是我担心我做不好，

或许我的担心是多余的，

也许我对自己的定义还不够，

我担心还不熟悉我的人已经开始定义我，

他妈妈说：你定义你自己！

也许自己总是希望自己能做得比一般 trainee 还要好，

他妈妈说：不要用跳的拿东西！

（另有含义）

慢熟的，还没和上司们混熟，
加上我的位置附近的同事们，都有一点静静专心做工底的，
有一个是出名“有风”的

感觉有距离感，

不过还有那 10 个人陪我，我开始依赖他们，:P

昨天，回家开了一个 fb group

add 了他们，很像又多了一个避风港，

过后发现，JCN group 很少联络了，大家都很忙了 :(

目前为止，很满意自己能到这个公司实习，

可是我不敢保证往后的四个月里，

不会有任何抱怨！哈哈

原来我们 HR Department 有属于自己的 club，

会是不是搞活动，期待和上司们疯起来的模样！哈哈

下个月 26号会在 Hotel Renaissance 搞活动，我们都得出席帮忙，

搞events，爱死了！ ^^

今天和 Lydia 和 Wee Sin 一起赶完一个重大任务，

高兴死！

我和 lydia 说好不去 break，要加油赶完它，

可是却因为我们这样，害到人家误会 Kak Datin 欺负我们，

好像有被讲， oh no, so sorry~

最享受赶工的时候，

和她们两个叽叽喳喳，什么都聊，

才发现，大家共同点变多了，哈哈

提到吃，

我没有办法克制我自己大胃的食欲，

这里好多东西吃，

上司很怕我们饿肚子，

赶工还会买 waffle 请我们吃，很感动，也很 paiseh

结果我还是吃了，

明明做工前还吃 roti john，10点又吃 waffle，1点又去 lunch break 吃了“勇敢饭”
同事时不时会传零食过来...

很糟糕，我不想肥 T^T

已经离我的梦想体重越来越远了

哈哈哈哈

我已经不再喜欢 sms chatting了
所以不要再玩幼稚游戏，

"hey, still remember me ?"
"no, so who are you?"
"Nevermind, I think you don't know me, so can we be friend?"
"NO!"
"C'mon, I just with to chat with you, be friend only, nothing much, don't scare"
"BYE bye :) "

What a childish act~
而这是我最有礼貌的一次了！
不要惹我发毛！
我会把 BYE 换成 CHEE！ 哈哈哈

算了，

现在做什么都还没有掌握到很好，

过一阵子，

全部事情都可以 under my control!

哈哈

arghhhh

我忘了，
我快病倒了，

我喉咙通到差不多讲不到话了

我全身好像肌肉坏掉酱，酸痛酸痛，

我忘了，
12.50am 了，

我该睡了，晚安大家～

Happy 524

back from work again...

goyang kaki goyang kaki....

if my supervisor didn't ask me what is today's date...

I will never think of 524....

以前，

总是日盼夜盼这一天的到来，

终于这一天到了，

我却过了大半天，差不多 4.50pm 酱才发现，

况且，这个日期已经没有什么意思了...

哈哈，

可是没关系，

知道今天是 524，还是有点兴奋，

没关系，我把这个日子收在心里就好，

对我个人来说，还是很有意义，还是很特别 :)

Today is a nice day to ME ^^

Finally, after 3pm, my supervisor given me some job tasks to complete,

i just don't know why,

I feel damn excited when doing all the stuffs,

key in data, 

photocopy some important documents, 

give out ING cards to NS employees,

filing, decorate my table...

and some of them had already given me some thick files,

asked me tomorrow once start work at 8am, do it !!!!

wow, i LOVE it....more things to do, time passes more faster!!!

c'mon busy cyc ^^

hahaha

I feel that, I must be 很 有气质 during my working time!!! xDDD

Tadaaaaa!!!

Finally i owned one of the MCD coolest glass!!!

somebody present it to me...for no purpose! lol

even me myself also forgotten that I have told you that I like this glass before...

you are so nice ^^

thanks...

pink colour!

a lil bit too lady-like to me,

i prefer purple and blue though...hahahaha

a lil bit choosy~~~ I'm not complaining, I'm just giving opinion marrrr~ 

but still... i sibeh like it!!! 

my sis sibeh jealous that i got this! xDDD

I don't think I will use it lor~

I will keep it well man!! (y)

鼻子越来越塌酱叻，为什么会酱？我又没有整过容啦！

哈哈，脸肥了，鼻子都撑开了吧？哈哈哈哈哈

Begun...

so,

this is the DAY...!

the day where I begin my temporary OL life with the duration of 4 months long!

I thought yesterday will be a sleepless night,

since I can just get insomnia so so easily,

how could I sleep well in yesterday night?

however,

my new beloved accompanied me at 12 something,

and I don't really aware that what time I have fell asleep!

and the new beloved is just a book! haha

how great you are, 

even more powerful than a good boyfie ! LOL 

okay, drag too far away from my main topic...

was trying to pull myself back!

Today was just the 1st day...

woke up at 6.30am

and for me it's slightly LATE !

because...

 normally it takes me 1 hour plus for preparation before i leave my house!

I set the alarm clock at 6am,

and it ended up my sister been awaken by the noisy alarming sound

and then bobian, she wake me up lor~

haha
and i believe,

this will not be the last time to be awaken by my alarm clock,

throughout these the 4 months....

erm...3jie, 麻烦你了...hahaha

reached NS around 7.39am,

and i'm not the 1st trainee who reached there...

there were 3 pretty ladies standing at the side of the security guard house,

waiting to get the pass to enter the company...

Once entered the HR department,

and I found that...

there are so many trainees who turn up today!

most of them are MMU-ians!

all of us were waiting there for fill up some forms...

I thought few of us will be assigning to same department same division,

in fact, none!

each and everyone will be send to different department,

same still, I will be so lonely! hahaha

actually,

today wasn't the day for us to start our job,

NS provide us ORIENTATION WEEKS! oh no is DAYS...

the person who incharged for guiding us, telling us that, 

"today and tomorrow we will be giving you all some meeting"

wooohooo,

is the time for us to have some fun!!

were busy intro here and there, this is so-called ICE BREAKING section!

not bad la, lengluiSS around me,but so sad there are no lengzai =.=

during briefing time,

honestly, been "fishing" for few times...

terrible, oh-so-sleepy!!! I hate briefing time...it is just like lecturers giving class in the uni...oh no~

after briefing, went for breakfast...

they did provide food for us as well...

mee goreng, roti telur, sausages, milo....

I'm always the greedy one...

most of them chose either mee goreng+sausage / roti telur+sausage

but me, mee goreng+ roti telur+ sausage!

and nearly forget that, this morning before leave my house, 

I have eaten one red bean pau and one char siew pau! 

giant appetite I have!!

lunch time,

everyones were shouting for food,

and I told them I'm still so full, they said i did a right choice,

ate so much during breakfast time...

who knows,

in the next minute, 

the NS people asked us go back to the same room where we had our breakfast just now

the lunch is ready there for us...

alamak, aku tak lapar lagi lar~

but since they all went to the room liao, I just follow lar~~~

and I ate a plate of rice as well!! LOL

I came here for gaining weight!!

after that, we went to meet our supervisor...

I don't know I'm consider lucky or not,

my supervisor is a lady!

as what my friends told me, 

lady supervisor, very strict de lor, got angin de lor, make sure you don't make any stupid mistakes lor~

unlike male supervisor, they will be slightly more patient, cin cin cai cai, not so hot temper...

arghhh, I don't want think much! LOL

and she showed me the seating place of mine...

I have my own table and pc !!

but around me are malays and indians...

oh 1 Malaysia ! LOL

5.30pm...bang kang!

not bad for today nah, but still...I don;t know why,

I feel imbalance! hahahaha

whatsoever....

lemme show you guys something funny...

my working badge!

use it to "dit" whenever I enter or leave NS...

look so funny, I have a MICKEY MOUSE face shape!

LOLOLOLOLOL

I love this card, but i hate this picture! hahaha

for now..

eat eat eat!!!
and then I wanna sleep early for my 2nd OL day!!!

byebye!

p/s:

我昨晚把【罗辑课】K 完了...

哭得眼睛都肿了，

所以昨晚才会那么好睡...

我只能说，

原来，比起罗志祥，

我更崇拜罗妈妈了 ^^

期待我的下一个 post 吧 :)

♥ this Imperfection !

。。。说好要很兴奋地过完我的五月的。。。

但根据结果显示，

我却用了几 Litres 的眼泪过掉了大半个五月份，他妈的！

我不对，我的错，

是我长不大啦！

哈哈

不过还好，

在我生日的那几天，

是开心的，因为有你们 ^^

at Amigo

at Sunset Bistro

at GOGO KTV

照片里少了一个重要人物，

她迟到！可是最后还是有到啦～

柳君，有在读我的 blog 吗？哈哈

Love you all

my best IB group ^^

现在的我，正式宣布，

我复原了！

（If you are simply just a visitor of ma blog, you might not feel the power of the phrase above,

If you are ma close friends, I'm pretty sure, this is the best news you get from ME! ^^）

嘻嘻，

我出窍了！

之前一阵子，不是都在搞 emo 吗？

整个 blog 的气氛都是灰灰的！

是有那么一点后悔自己写了那么多伤感的字眼在这里，

可是我不打算 remove any of the posts...

因为我有个习惯，

哪怕有一天，我会以一个读者的身份，

把我的 blog 从头到尾读一遍，

我不想错过自己任何一个阶段，

不管是开心的，伤心的，

也给自己一个机会去取笑自己以前有多傻，

更提醒自己不要再重复这些傻事 :P

I might talk damn a lot in this post,

an over-length writings is definitely kills your mood to read through every single words...

but i don't care...I have thousands words to say! ah HAH!

知道吗，

感情的事情 

我总算 settle 了，

我指的是 settle 了自己，

已经完全把自己对这份感情的情绪掌握在控制范围内^^

我不管结局是怎样，

我要学习坦然面对。

其实，

前一阵子，之所以那么 emo，

都是我自己在那边自己作弄自己，

成天想东想西来吓自己，

然后每天躲在家，不想见人，

朋友约喝茶，永远在那边装忙，忙着找借口推掉！

我很笨！宁愿呆在家面对着四面墙和一个天花板

哈哈哈

虽然

朋友都有via msn, via sms 来安慰我鼓励我，

但我只能说，当时的我，根本没听进去，

是我把自己关锁起来的，

自己打的死结，就只有自己解的开

现在想起你们给我的话，都很有道理的... :)

我看开，我不想计较了，

毕竟我们都伤害了对方，

打平手，我们就大人有大量，原谅彼此吧！哈哈

现在的我，整个感觉很轻松，

偶尔看看综艺节目让自己笑笑，

偶尔就开大冷气大睡一场，

偶尔在房间炸歌！

这就是生活！

仅仅几天的假期，

这样懒散的去过，是一大享受！

其实这一个 post，

主要的是，我想介绍一本书，

是一本“从前的他”一直死命介绍我看得一本书

【罗辑课】

还记得当时他硬把书塞去我的手，告诉我这本书很有意义，叫我拿去读，

我翻翻这本书，看到全是密密麻麻的中文字，就直接说我没兴趣读，会睡觉

现在想起来，笨啊我～

直到刚才，我终于拿起这本书，认认真真的从第一面读起...

“Oh My God ! 好好看！”

我一面接着一面的去读，

仅仅两个小时，

我一口气就读到 Lesson 10了

（Total up, this book has 24 lessons）

读着读着，我哭了，

没想到，我竟然读小猪的书读到哭了～

只能说，

我没有办法不继续崇拜小猪！

从前的我，

喜欢他是因为他很搞笑，很帅，很会跳舞，唱的慢歌很合我胃口

现在的我，

却会因为他看待人生的态度，因为他的坚强，有着那“野草”的精神，

而 爱他 爱他 爱他！

从第一课到最后一课，

一面述说着他在年轻的时候妈妈教会他的“街头智慧"

同时也述说着他在他面对过的困难中领悟到的真理，

不管人生有再大的剧变.....不管你要留多少眼泪，会多伤心，

我们都还是要努力加油往前走噢！

对，这是一句再普通不过的话，

安慰人事都会常用的，听也听厌了，

可是当你读完罗小猪的故事时，

你会觉得，

这句话很有深度的！

其实目前为止，我只读到第十课，

可是我已经被他那份打不死的精神感染到了那么一些～

哈哈

所以我今天心情超好，

(饭也吃多了两碗！哈哈)

我还打算从第一课到第十课，

每个字，每个道理，都全写在这里！

我真的有这个念头！可是不是现在！

会有那么一天的！哈哈

请大家敬请期待！哈哈

读到这里，

我觉得，我好想去买这本书来收藏哦！

如果说

一本十多块钱的时尚杂志

和一本五十多块钱的【罗辑课】，

我会选择买【罗辑课】

（不管我会不会因为买了这本书而面临暂时性的破产）

虽然我也很爱看时尚杂志，

喜欢看一些最新潮流，然后给自己打扮打扮...

但是时尚潮流这种东西，

会过时，

极有可能，今天书上写着最流行的高腰裤，明天敢敢就过时了

时尚杂志，看了一次就可以丢一边的

而这本【罗辑课】就不简单，

不是那种读完就可以丢了的一本书，

不是潮流性的书籍。

我相信，读完一次，

当我下次再拿起这本书重新读过的时候，

我能领悟得更多！

现在在我手中的【罗辑课】

owner 是他啦，

等下次他回来马六甲，就必须物归原主啦，

所以，我决定在他回来跟我讨回之前，

一定要先给自己买一本收着！哈哈

读了这本书，

我觉得，我整个人变得很 positive,

I Love My Imperfection! yo yo yo!!

know what,

Since you can't get rid of your Fears...

then you should learn how to LIVE WITH THEM...

i LOv3 THIS PHRASE damn much

我不知道这个想法可以维持多久，

所以才会想要自己拥有这本书，

等到哪天，我又老毛病发作时，

就可以读回这本书，

提醒我要记得要勇敢！ ^^

好了，就写到这里

明天我要开始我的 Internship 了，

我需要做一点心理准备...

虽然还有很多东西想写，

就那么一刹那，

好像有些不完的灵感一样，

可是我需要控制一下，

我不想太兴奋地去写写写，

而忘了应该要做的正经事！

好了，本大人要关电脑了，明天我要

努力，向上....向上，努力！

（骄傲的叻～哈哈）

p/s:

“没有所谓的好与不好，只有适合或不适合”

每个人对好与不好的定义都不同，

可是适合不适合，只有自己最清楚 :)

Long to see again...

Play it and watch it...

The main character : Mr. Kaize

The funniest part : 0:50 and 1:25

I Love Him !!

: ]

In this video, I looked like Kakak !!!

99.9% alike !!

gotta admit it, I like to wear like ah ma at home...and it's so comfortable!!! don't you think so? 

LOL

NEXT...

the main character : Baby Girl KaiTing

don't have any funny part, but she is just so CUTE !

I Love Her !!

 : ]

seriously, miss the two gina so much!

last few days I beh tahan,

sign in to my facebook and kacau my dajie...

Sampated conversation we had 

haha paiseh ya,

since we two were just chat for fun, for nothing,

and that, our english... memang cha-bu-long~

full of grammar mistakes! HAHAHA

who cares.... :P

hmmmm....

When only I have the chance to meet you guys neh???

I miss my family !

Next Monday will be starting my 1st day internship!

I have not started to prepare anything yet! 

O H   G O S H !

p/s:

"O" means Opportunity. 

That's why no "O" in 'Yesterday', 

one "O" in 'Today' and three "O" in 'tomorrow' ! ✿

Please SMILE again !

我們總是以為，我們會找到一個自己很愛很愛的人。 

可是當我們回首，才發覺自己曾經多麼天真。 

假如從來沒有開始，你怎麼知道自己會不會很愛很愛那個人呢？

其實，很愛很愛的感覺，是要在一起經歷了許多事情之後才會發現的

茫茫人海可以找到一個心愛的人，這是多麼大的福氣，  

或許沒有你想像那麼好，應該也不會糟糕到哪裡，  

所以要知福惜福好好珍惜，多說關懷話，少說責備話。

如果你懂得珍惜，你會發現你獲得的越來越多，  

如果你一昧追求，你會發現你失去的越來越快.

愛情合理就好，不要委屈將就，不要相信完美的愛情，  

其實彼此有缺點，有一種純樸的可愛就足夠了。

我們擁有一隻鞋子的時候，才會明白失去另一隻鞋子的滋味，  

消逝的戀情總是刻骨銘心的，珍惜或放下，都是生命中必經的過程。

相愛的時候需要真誠，爭執的時候需要溝通，  生氣的時候需要冷靜，

愉快的時候需要分享，  指責的時候需要諒解，過日子的時候需要包容。

一個人的生命裡，擦肩而過的人有千千萬萬，  

有幾個是知音？

有幾個是深愛自己的人？  

愛情再堅固，也無法承受忙碌的侵蝕，  

你忙得天荒地亂，你忙得忘記關心，

你忙得身心疲憊，你忙得無所適從，  

但是 ------ 愛情不能等你有空才珍惜。

I'm just too free...

so I think alot,

and so, I did update my blog often,

most of the content are more towards to damnable EMO one!

damn you cyc, go bang wall !

been thinking over and over,

whether to change my blog link or not...

because I don't wanna let ma friends saw the emo side of me...

at last, I decided to keep this link...

this is my blog, what for I keep worrying for what I've written here?

NOOB ! lol

我要学会常常大笑,

因为....乐极升杯....

我顺便也来丰胸一下！

LOL

p/s:

Just turn your face to the sun and let the shadows fall behind you.^^

No Title...

看到这个，

我不知道，

我该哭，还是该笑....

Hesistant-ing...

I am trying so hard to forget,

too bad, it improves the memory more....

What lesson I get from this....

Never make somebody to be your everything, because once they're gone, you've got nothing

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept,

things we don't want to know but have to learn,

and people we can't live without but have to let go. 

忘记那个人，不如忘记自己...

告诉自己，不是怕他忘记，而是怕他有一天重新把你想起。

岁月带走的是记忆，但回忆会越来越清晰。

真的有一天，他回过头来告诉你，他一直在惦记你，

千万不要相信，

因为，他已经不是原来的他，而你，也不再是过去的你。

刚刚和妈咪煲电话粥来，

妈咪和我说了很多东西...

我也懂得如何做决定了...

其实，本来只想找她聊天，结果聊得好好的，我突然哽咽了...

还好她没有骂我蠢，她明白为什么我会那么难过，

她说，人人都会经历这么刻骨铭心的一次，

第一次一面哭一面和她讲话，却还可以聊上一个钟以上...

重点是她没有像以前那样不耐烦，

给住以前，只要听到我那含糊不清的声音，一定大骂

“你知道你一面哭一面讲话的声音很难听吗？我很不可以 tahan 叻，收声...马上！”

这次而是

“好啦，要不是你学校排的考试时间不 ngam，那你就有时间可以来新坡找我咯，

没关系啦，我们在电话讲话咯，等下哭完了赶快去睡觉啦！”

妈～～有差别待遇哦！我应该早点找你聊天的...哈哈哈哈

咪啊～我会长大的，

而刚才你说的每一句话，我都有听进去了。

谢谢你的支持，

你那个 很38，爱无端端对着你咧嘴大笑，每天做鬼作样惹你哭笑不得的小女儿，会回来的 :']

（虽然你每次都说我大笑起来的样子很丑，

可是我相信你甘愿看我笑到丑丑也不要我满脸是咸咸的泪水）

我要做妈咪那个会长大的幸福 ^^

my dear mami...and the gina =.=

These photos taken during my mom birthday celebration,

but he ngek ngek want to make a wish and cut the cake together with my mom,

 always so 抢镜... *fainted*

(that's why my mom seems so bosong in this picture! HAHAHAHA)

p/s:
When you really matter to someone, that person will always make time for you. 
No excuses, no lies, and no broken promises. ✿