Be Tough !

I apologies if this picture causing you guys chuak dao lao sai

 I personally so like this picture... 

and WHAT !

I seems getting darker and darker !!!

WHY? who can teach me how to turn my skin fairer???

 I don't wanna be hei girl ! @@

 huuuu~

Finally I get the answer...as what I expected, 

(maybe it's better than what I expected...

just that, I counldn't accept the facts when it really happened....)

should I give a big SMILE or CRY like hell ?

no idea for that...

once i got the answer, immediately, make a phone call to dear mami...

in the call, she was just so nervous at the beginning, 

she keep asking me this and that...

but after a while, she calm down,

she gave me a call on the same day,

she said: 

哎哟，好啦，不用紧咯，不发生也发生了，能怎么办，要接受事实咯，

做你现在能做的事就好咯，知道你尽力了的啦，

不要再给自己压力了，

还有，不要因为这样又来暴饮暴食发泄啊，你的胃哪里可以 tahan 得了哦酱？！

well, mami you know me very well,

overeating is the current best way for me to release my stress instead of crying....

and now i feel like wanna vomit due to the "full-ness" of my stomach right now !!!

but now, no more sad,

there are still got one more chance for me,

i promise i will do better, i don't wanna to be that weak :)

mami, you're such a best gift that God has given to me,

I don't wanna disappoint you...

I promised I will be tough girl ! *wink*

wait for me, once i graduated, I will go SG company you,

stick to you everyday...til you feel annoying for that !!! muahahaha 

going-to-be-tough girl, smile larrrrr :)